she was happy
most of the time that is.
sure, some of her smiles were fake
and occasionally her hand caught hot tears in the dead of night
but true happiness doesn't mean no sorrow.
for you see,
it was because of these burdens she carried near to her heart
that she was able to laugh
and enjoy this life
so much more.

i don't know

what if
you don't know what to do?

you know,
everyone else has this idea for your life
and they tell you just how perfect,
how great,
how exciting it is.
but what about what you want?
what you think?

what if you don't know what you want?
what you think?
you just know it's not what everyone else is telling you
what now,
what to do?

i don't know guys,
i don't know.